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Thursday, January 1, 2009
i've had enuf of everything.pls dun be too much.
i kept silence doesnt mean i'm wrong or i am at fault.
i'm just controlling myself before i explode rite in front of yr eyes.
all you noe is just asking me to do this do that.
if i dont,oops i'll be at fault.
since you oni care bout yrself,i dun think u need me in yr life.
just a word,i'll walk out of yr life.
u dun hafta torture me n putting all the blame on me.
if you continue treating me like this,i bet i'll go crazy.
i got no right to comment bout you,i'm just expressing myself.
you oni noe how to use yr words to hurt me,wad else?
when i think bout those words you said my heart really hurts n tears overflow.
i just blaming myself for being so naive.
why shud i keep silence n cry at the side ytd?
as you said,nobody will pity me crying n i'm a loose girl.
why shud i give in to you when i am at no fault?
i shud just hung up the phone n just turn in for the night.
i shud not sit one corner and n think how to make things better.
i dunno which step to take now.i'm very confused.
maybe i'll have to take the step i would never ever want to take,
but thinking back how u treated me,seriously,it's just like stabbing me.
never you mind,i'll cool down n reconsider bout us.
u maybe protecting me but no offence,i dun think dat is a type of protect.
just in 1 month,u seem to change into another person dat i no longer understand.
i'm feeling terrible.why must be so worked up over a normal matter?
have you ever respect me?i noe wad i say is not goin to change the fact dat u hurted me deeply.
i dun wanna see you or talk to you.
if you wanna be like this on and on,leave me alone.
but in my heart,i still love you.
but is this the way you love me?u changed.
a simple wish:to smile to the world and say i love you.
Stephanie
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